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Author: Jas Masson
Title: Sleep
Rating: PG13 for language
Category: Gen (at least it’s meant to be – I guess it’s one of those ones where you can squint for pre-slash), Dean POV, short epilogue to ‘Hunted’
Spoilers: Hunted
Disclaimer: Not mine, no money, not true, blah blah...
Characters: Dean, Sam
Summary: Sam’s all grins and sunshine and Dean clings doggedly onto his bad mood in the face of Sam’s bright smile, because fuck him.



***

The night after Ava’s disappearance Sam sleeps pretty well, considering, which is a testament to how tiring getting thrown around by Gordon is, because Dean knows Sam’s worried about her, because she’s either been taken or killed by the demon, or butchered her fiancé and gone off to study Demonic Psychic Soldier 101.

Dean knows Sam sleeps because Dean doesn’t get any fucking sleep at all, even though he was thrown around by Gordon too. And knocked out. And made to think his brother was dead.

Dean doesn’t sleep because every tiny sound wakes him; cars outside, the next room’s TV, dogs barking, the non-rhythmic dripping of the tap in their tiny bathroom, fucking crickets.

It’s been too many years of shared rooms and night trips to the toilet, so the sound of Sam moving in the night hasn’t registered as !noise! !wake up! on Dean’s subconscious for a long time, and he doesn’t even know how to recognize it anymore. Every fucking noise is like the sound of Sam’s footsteps now, is like the sound of the door closing behind him, and Dean wakes up throughout the night at every little fucking thing; heart beating furiously, eyes searching out Sam’s broad shoulders in the next bed, ears straining for the sound of his soft breathing.

About 3 am Dean gives up the effort and watches (Sam sleep) infomercials.

***

The next day he’s cranky as all hell and his eyes feel like he’s rubbed sand in them. He’s really too fucking tired to drive and the passenger seat looks pretty damn inviting, but Sam doesn’t deserve to drive his baby, so Dean mainlines coffee and concentrates hard on the road.

Sam’s just as sweet as he can be, not complaining about the music, talking through articles in the newspaper, not bitching about the cholesterol content of Dean’s breakfast. Sam’s all grins and sunshine and Dean clings doggedly onto his bad mood in the face of Sam’s bright smile, because fuck him.

Frankly Dean doesn’t actually like it when Sam’s nice to him, which is, yes, fairly fucked up, thank you. But Dean is the only person who gets the sharp side of Sam’s tongue, who sees Sam’s black temper. He’s the only one who doesn’t experience Sam’s infinite impersonal patience and understanding. He hates Sam treating him carefully, like a spooked witness on a hunt, like Dean’s fragile or something because Dean is. Fucking. Not.

Still, Sam’s guilt or whatever, means Dean gets uninterrupted Metallica and the pick of the diner for dinner, so Dean overlooks it.

***

Dean books them into a motel like he always does unless the job’s pressing and they’ve got to keep on the road.

Sam raises an eyebrow when he sees the solitary king sized bed in their room.

“It’s all they had free,” Dean says kicking the door closed behind him, “suck it up, bitch.”

Sam’s eyebrows stay raised for a moment, and perhaps he’s thinking about the mostly empty parking lot of the motel, but he shrugs and heads for the bathroom without comment.

Although they went to bed a manly distance apart, when Dean wakes up in the night he’s wrapped around Sam, with his face pressed into Sam’s neck and one hand clenched tightly in the material of Sam’s t-shirt.

He thinks from Sam’s breathing Sam’s probably awake, and that’s undoubtedly what woke Dean (hah, try and sneak out of the same bed without me waking, asshole), but it doesn’t matter because Sam’s arms are wrapped gently around Dean and Sam’s showing absolutely no inclination to move.

Dean goes back to sleep and sleeps through until morning.

***

A/N: My first effort in Supernatural, which has recently hijacked my life, so all comments appreciated.

Date: 2007-01-17 03:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sxeraven.livejournal.com
Awww... I think that's great for them after Hunted... So sweet, and the brotherly love is right there, and just almost tangible.


...and yeah. Supernatural fic has that ability... to hijack lives. It hijacked mine.

Date: 2007-01-17 09:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thanks, so glad you liked and thanks for commenting... yeah, when my mortgage company asks why I got fired, I'm definitely blaming Sam and Dean!

Date: 2007-01-18 04:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] 1grl-revolution.livejournal.com
It hijacked mine.

And mine.

Lovely, lovely story, btw.

Date: 2007-01-18 10:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thanks, glad you liked ;-)

In fairness to the boys I do think my ife is *better* since they got hold of it.. but my boss might not agree!

Date: 2007-01-17 04:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zortified.livejournal.com
I really like this. I like how we can tell that Sam probably knows exactly what's going on with Dean. Very nice how Sam's awake when Dean wakes up - love Dean's internal dialogue there. And yeah I can see how Dean's freaked about Sam leaving, because Sam sneaking off = Sam getting killed.

Lot of things to love in such a short story.

Date: 2007-01-17 09:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thanks! I'm sure they know each other inside out, and Sam leaving has to have scared Dean terribly. Not that he'd, you know, *say* anything!

Date: 2007-01-17 06:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greyelveneyes.livejournal.com
Man, do I know what you're talking about with Supernatural fic hijacking my life, so I will most definitely comment.

I love Moody(Needy)!Dean. He's so cute. This is a great piece for your first!

Date: 2007-01-17 09:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thank you! I really appreciate you taking the time. Poor Dean, bless him!

Date: 2007-01-17 06:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zionsstarfish.livejournal.com
Sweet! And very true to character. I liked the ending... Sam's reassuring Dean in his own way. I hope you write more :)

Date: 2007-01-17 09:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Of course Sam loves Dean... but I'm not sure Dean knows, poor dear ;-)

Date: 2007-01-17 06:29 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Love how this made me think about how hard it will be for Dean to sleep because Sam ran off. The best fanfic reveals something about the characters that we might not have realized otherwise. (And I just think it's so damn cute the two of them holding each other while they sleep.)

Date: 2007-01-17 09:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thanks! I thought when watching, hmm, you'd think Dean would have woken up when Sam took off, but then I thought he's just used to him. Well, he'll be paranoid as fuck now!!

Date: 2007-01-17 07:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unperfectwolf.livejournal.com
"hah, try and sneak out of the same bed without me waking, asshole" made me laugh. I liked it!

Date: 2007-01-17 09:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thanks ;-) Sam's lucky Dean didn't tie him up!

Date: 2007-01-17 09:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] teithiwr.livejournal.com
Dude, I totally know that "SPN-has-hijacked-my-life" feeling! :D

I really liked Dean's voice here. He hates Sam treating him carefully, like a spooked witness on a hunt, like Dean’s fragile or something because Dean is. Fucking. Not. This is SO Dean! Lovely.

The end is lovely. Snuggling, mmm. :)

Date: 2007-01-17 09:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Dean... soo much more complicated than he likes to pretend! And they definitely needed a snuggle ;-)

Date: 2007-01-17 10:27 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Aw!I love brotherly moments.And no,I am not listening to Funkytown right now just because Dean has it as a code word.

Date: 2007-01-18 11:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
I've watched House of Wax because Jared's in it. In comparison, listening to funkytown is nothing ;-)

Date: 2007-01-17 11:48 pm (UTC)
tabaqui: (s&dshovebynevcolleil)
From: [personal profile] tabaqui
Frankly Dean doesn’t actually like it when Sam’s nice to him, which is, yes, fairly fucked up, thank you. But Dean is the only person who gets the sharp side of Sam’s tongue, who sees Sam’s black temper. He’s the only one who doesn’t experience Sam’s infinite impersonal patience and understanding. He hates Sam treating him carefully, like a spooked witness on a hunt, like Dean’s fragile or something because Dean is. Fucking. Not.

That? Just perfect. Lovely stuff.
:)

Date: 2007-01-18 11:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
*g* Thanks. Dean cracks me up!

Date: 2007-01-18 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cole-chan.livejournal.com
That was SO cute! Loved it ^_^

Definitely write more :D

Date: 2007-01-18 11:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thanks. I don't think I'm going to be able to help myself... damn boys and their hijacking my life!!

Date: 2007-01-19 01:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cole-chan.livejournal.com
Yeah, those guys have a way of taking over your brain ^_^

Enjoy the new episode! :D

Date: 2007-01-27 02:36 am (UTC)
ext_1770: @ _jems_ (fandom: spn whatever weight you carry)
From: [identity profile] oxoniensis.livejournal.com
Ah, yes, this rings so true after Hunted. Lovely!

Date: 2007-01-29 06:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thanks, they needed something to finish them off I think!

Date: 2007-08-08 12:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheafleur.livejournal.com
I really love big brother Dean! The way he lies so he can sleep close to Sam and the way Sam doen't call him on it. So little said, but it means so much! *sigh*

Date: 2007-08-08 12:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Big brother Dean is awesome, and Sam loves it really.

Date: 2007-08-23 01:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pizzapixie.livejournal.com
Great piece. You kept them so in character. I'd like to read something a lot longer - you have the "touch". Thanks for this one.

Date: 2007-08-23 07:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thank you. I'm so glad you enjoyed.

Date: 2007-09-08 04:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] meret.livejournal.com
Very sweet. Great Dean voice. :)

Date: 2007-09-08 08:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm so glad you thought so. Ah, Deean. *pets him*

Date: 2008-01-06 04:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alleysweeper.livejournal.com
(hah, try and sneak out of the same bed without me waking, asshole)
Hee! Dean does manage to find solutions to his problems! God, I love him!

Great story! Loved it!

Thank you,
Alley

Date: 2008-01-06 09:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thanks, Alley. So glad you enjoyed. Ah, Deeeen ;-)

Date: 2008-11-07 12:13 am (UTC)
goodbyebird: Batman returns: Catwoman seen through a glass window. (SPN Sam Dean he ain't heavy...)
From: [personal profile] goodbyebird
heh love Dean's innner voice here. Good stuff, and stellar for first time SPN fic :)

Frankly Dean doesn’t actually like it when Sam’s nice to him, which is, yes, fairly fucked up, thank you. But Dean is the only person who gets the sharp side of Sam’s tongue, who sees Sam’s black temper. He’s the only one who doesn’t experience Sam’s infinite impersonal patience and understanding. He hates Sam treating him carefully, like a spooked witness on a hunt, like Dean’s fragile or something because Dean is. Fucking. Not.

Fave bit :)

Date: 2008-11-07 04:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jasmasson.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm so glad you enjoyed :)

Bless Dean, he's not fragile at all ;)

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